When I was growing up, I used to fight to be a certain size. I used to think that because I wasn't thin, I must then, not be beautiful.. It wasn't until later on in life that I learned, Once I accepted my body the way that it was, I would never feel like I was good enough. Beauty however, is much more than a size. We were not all meant to be one size, one shape, or one color. True beauty can be in something as simple as the way you carry yourself, or in the confidence you posess walking down the street feeling beautiful, knowing, that alone, can MAKE you beautiful. I am probably bigger than I have ever been in my life now, but I am also happier than I have ever been, and I feel sexier now than I ever thought I could. After I realized all this, I see that there are a lot of people out there that like bigger women, and find me just as, if not more beautiful than a woman half my size.